Yeah, I know I never post here anymore, and probably the only person who is going to read this are russian spambots, but I am just... I don't even know.
( Possibly triggering for abuse, drugs, and past issues. )

I am just fucking drowning in everything. I hate it, I just...I hate everyhing in the whole fucking world. I feel like I will never accomplish anything and that my brain is melting into a cess pool of nothing. I feel unloved and just miserable. I'm so sick of this shit ( Read more... )